Torn.
I feel torn inside.
'Cause I cant make up my mind.
Too many thoughts
too much negative feelings.
Why is it this way?!
My insides saying Im fine
My body saying Im horrible
I need a way out
of this.
Something should come
like a ray of light
and help me regain
my precious sight.
As I stare
into the night sky,
My dark red eyes, reflecting my life.
I hope the end of the turmoil is soon
I have so much love
to give, but nothing to receive
It hurts on the inside,
so lost
so torn
so violated.
My life hasent
been a cakewalk
Never someone to hold
Never someone to know
Always me, and I feel selfish
Its time I give
back
What I have inside
I just need someone
To be my guide.
You there..
Hey
you, get out of my way
Im working on my life every day
so dont push me back in the sludge
because I wont budge
Stay away from me
Im doing fine
I take my life one day at a time
I may not be perfect
I may not be strong
But god dammit,
Im going to last pretty long.
So dont try and bring me down
because I know better.
